Today

Humm... not much of an inspired post today. It's funny, this whole blog thing. Quite interesting actually. There are certain thoughts and ideas I think of that I would only write here in this blog. Other thoughts and ideas go in my journal (not much of a thing, 5 years, probably 30 pages written!), and still others go to the graveyard of thoughts in my head. And the whole blogging community. I mean, there are those folks who caterogize each post by subject. And then others who have witty names for their selves and those around them (blog girl, blog baby, blog boy #1, blog boy #2, etc). And then those who write in a specific style. Like no punctuation, capitalization, or something distinct like that. And here I am, just typing away to myself. I haven't shared this blog with anyone, but there are times in which I do want to share it with specific friends, just not the whole thing. A good fear keeps this thing personal (aside from it being on the big wild web), and I don't know when or to whom I'll share it some day. It's nice though to have such an outlet for those thoughts that belong on the blog. One day I also would like to fine tune some of the stories with a topic and submit them to my friends online zine (mamazine), but the fear of rejection and inadequacty keeps me from doing so. There's also that thing, that once you write a thought down, it's done and you just walk away feeling complete, and revisiting that thought at another time to edit it, changes it from it's original meaning. So yeah, there's really no topic to this post, but I was just sitting down and decided, I'll write (usually it's run to sit down because there's a thought I want to write about). And so the story goes....
... there's a baby crying... and I must respond.

Happy Mothers Day! (weekend)