attack of the suburban mom

so I'm back to running again. partly because i need to loose weight (inches), need to keep up with aerobics class in the morning, and because i have found out that it is very difficult, yet very rewarding. i have to push myself hard to keep going, but at the same time i like the feeling of a tired and healthy body. So far the only results have been like a five pound loss, but thats fine too... I primarily want to get back into the majority of my winter jeans... not happing yet, but soon. the thing that really rocks is that i am getting faster and better, i can go longer, and I am just feeling much more like a runner. which is something that has never happened before. Maybe I've just reached that point in my life in which i have changed and need the self driven physical rewards that require work. as opposed to being young and having it all come much easier and much more just do it, it's fun, and it's relatively easy. as i'm so old already ;D

just my thoughts :D